This
implanted Stel records my time-line experiences. My loving Oval gave me my Kril name.
My
brother Kril, from all the warrior races on earth were Seeched from our
respective Timelines. The Oval ruling
class said I had been Seeched to service her after that Maluayeb Arena ceremony
of personal life and death choices. I arrived,
a squashed mass of matter, through that Seech Field in a painful emotional confusing
limbo, a personal hell of fear, conflicts, indecision, training, and ego. We all inherited an EkSeet-Id that whispered
in our ear in a different accent than our own.
The EkSeet voice was not us; which was irritating to all the Kril who
missed their inner voice of existence, that ‘real me’ that no other person
heard.
What
is reality? And whose reality is in one
second of a Time-line? Are the past and the future only unreal existence? Is the present the only reality? There are as many realities as there are people
existing in a timeline. The realities of
people change as soon as choices are made and are observed from one second to
the next. Which leads to the question; do
we really die? I know I died; the Ovals
told all of the Kril that we died. I
prefer to believe I experienced more of a time-line shift of personal reality. My final second of life on earth was excruciatingly
painful in the extreme. As I found out,
dying is only the beginning of more pain, more choices, more searching for
love. All life is full of beginning violence
and the search for love on the way to death, in any universe. All of we Kril began our new reality when we
were sucked in and then spit out from that Seech Field.